She was so brash, so incredibly sexy. My heart was pounding at the thought of taking her again. Briefly, I thought how disappointed Melissa would be that she wasn’t here to watch us.
Susan reached down to guide me into her.
I was completely soft.
She stroked me a few times and rubbed me along her wet slit, but there was still no response.
I couldn’t believe it. Beautiful Susan was asking me to fuck her again and I wasn’t hard?
Susan looked at me. “Did I wear you out last night?”
I rolled off her. “I don’t think so. I really want to. I don’t get it.”
Susan was quiet for a moment then said, “I think I do. You’re in love.”
“If I was in love with you why would I have trouble getting it up?”
“Oh for… guys are so clueless. Not me! You love Melissa.”
I snorted, dismissively. Melissa and I had only been seeing each other for a few months. We were good together but there was no way I loved her. No yet.
Susan hugged me and said, “It’s so obvious now. I should have seen it. I’m sorry. I thought maybe we could be our own thing but no. We can’t be doing this.”
“But that’s not right,” I said, “We’re lovers but that doesn’t mean we’re in love. I mean, Melissa’s wonderful but it’s way too soon to be thinking about things like that.”
“Were you thinking about her just then?”
“Well, sure. But…”
“But nothing. What if she was here right now, beside us like she was last night, urging you to fuck me, holding my hand while she watched you fuck me senseless?”
Images of last night flooded my thoughts and immediately started getting hard.
Susan noticed immediately. “Ooo, so someone likes threesomes with the girlfriend. Naughty boy. If she was here, you’d be fine. I think even if just you had her permission you’d be fine. But you can’t go behind her back, can you? You can’t hurt Melissa. Because you’re in love.”
I thought about that. It was all new. I’d never been in love with anyone. I didn’t know the first thing about it.
“And how are you so certain about all this?” I asked.
Susan sighed and sat up. “I’ve seen it before. Once. Anyway, I need to get home. And you, big guy, need to get back to Melissa.”
I sat there and thought while Susan quietly dressed. She kissed me gently on the cheek then let herself out without saying another word.
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It was getting dark when I returned to Melissa’s apartment.
“You’re dressed?” I said when I walked in.
“Hope you don’t mind, but I invited Susan over. I think we all should talk together.”
“Oh, so you talked to her?”
“Yes. We talked for a long time. She says she’s fine but I just want us discuss things together.”
I felt awkward. Had Susan told her about our afternoon together? About her being unprotected? I doubted it, but felt very uneasy keeping secrets from Melissa.
When Susan arrived, she said, “Hey guys. I thought you’d be naked again.”
Melissa said, “We don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
Susan said, “Guys, it’s your place. You kids like prancing around naked, go right ahead… it’s not like I didn’t see it all last night.”
“Are you sure?”
“Go ahead, guys. Besides,” Susan gave me a furtive glance, “I’ve started to get used to it.”