I heard mum crying which broke my heart but I didn’t turn back and I walked home to dad’s. When I arrived I punched the wall which I regretted as it hurt my hand and when dad came out into the hall to see what the noise was I told him what had happened. My dad who’s usually calm and relaxed picked up his phone and called mum. He was shouting and swearing at her as I went to my room. I heard him say “You knew he was coming but you couldn’t have kept your legs fucking closed?”.
Later on when he had calmed down he knocked on my door and came in. He said “Mums so sorry. She knows she was wrong to have had sex with Barney. Especially when she knew you were coming. It wasn’t her intention for you to see them at it and she never meant to hurt you”. I looked at dad and said “Sorry dad I didn’t t want to see or talk to her”. He hugged me and said “I can’t blame you”.
About six months later I hadn’t spoke to or seen mum but I knew she occasionally phoned dad to ask about me. When I was in the shopping centre I bumped into Billy’s mum. She told me that she sees mum now and then and apparently she’s sad and misses me terribly. After that day I caught her having sex she hasn’t seen Barney since and now he’s moved away to another county. Barney’s mum hasn’t spoke to my mum since the first incident and Billy misses me too. She said “Can’t you forgive her and go see her Mick?” and I replied “I was hurt by what she did and don’t know if I can” I replied “To have sex when she knew I was coming is beyond me”.
“I agree that was wrong of them both however people do make mistakes especially when there horny and they are both adults” she said. “I’ll think about going to see her and tell Billy I said Hi” I replied. We hugged then said “Goodbye”.
As I walked on I wondered if I should contact mum? What do you think?