At this point, I am not sure what I will do. I don’t know what to expect in court and don’t know how I’d react if things don’t work out in my favor. Ideally, I’d love to see Rostam go to prison. Realistically, after what everyone has told me, I don’t think anything will happen.
Some days I feel like to look around my home those everything was effect and I had collected. Other days, I feel like giving up and forgetting anything ever happened.
For now, I’m just happy to can call him by long distance call and chat voice and see each other in IMO. I’m proud of how far I’ve come, but I still have a long way to go. Dealing with my wishes, my work and ambivalent about where to turn next. But there’s one thing I’m sure of: I can’t forget our relation nad his behavior simply since really he teaches me how to live and life and how can I reliable to anybody else to support my life.Nobody doesn’t understand why I love him and why I remember his speech and his comment every minutes